YO. finally, i had time to post here in xanga. my last post was last May 27, so long ago. LOL. the truth about all these absences is that i have this blogsite where i post my love for all the Japanese stuff. i know, my reasoning is some kinda bad. but i put all my effort in making all those entries in my site. the site is called VOX. if you wanna see it, click here: http://www.j-friends.vox.com .

hahaha. but right now, i actually think that i should visit my xanga too. more often now. will post more about myself or any activity that involves me. or Japanese posts or just any random thing. blaaaah. lol. if i sound too selfish then sorry. GOMEN NASAI. haha. starting from now, ill update you with all the things that happen around me. and not the Japanese-related rants that i make. perhaps, this would be my online diary, where i get to put all my silly, non-sense, and foolish stories. then, all i have to ask from you is to bear with me. lol.

so to start off, i should be saying everything that i wanna say now ne? i've just finished watching Meteor Garden, the nth replay here in the Philippines. and gawd. Zaizai's just growing on me again. he's still so cute and kawaii. can't get enough of him ne? lol. but really, if Japanese-dramas haven't been aired here in the Phils, then I would still be going gaga over Zaizai, till now. To make things clear, Zaizai is actually Huaze Lei, apparently Vic Zhou of F4. hahaha. but anyway, enough of all these blabbing about my asian crushes. this isn't the time for fangirling. *blushes* moving on, i am bored today. im just so lazy to do anything, well except posting here. i guess this is the only thing that im currently liking to do. NOT even checking my vox, continuing my story, make new GIFs, finish my arashi fansite, download Teppei songs, think of MatsuJun, watch TV, listen to some Jpop songs, talk about Arashi, watch any Jdorama, or wait for the Harry Potter book [which is just one night away before the release]. All of these seem to be very boring. Maybe because i feel like it's been a daily routine already and im getting bored with all these stuff. My enthusiasm on any of these is slightly wearinf off. Or is it just for today? im sure it is. lol. When I've had enough of all these blogging, then Ill be back to doing my usual activities after school. haha! this has been part of my life after all. *LAUGHS*

by the way, it's Friday. and it means, no classes tomorrow. kyaaa. my favorite day of the week. it only means 3 words for me. "Rest", "Vox", and "HOMEWORKS-COULD-BE-DONE-LATER" stuff. sugoi! hahaha. and in case you haven't noticed, it is a double 2007 today. just like how everyone is very happy to pass 07.07.07, we celebrate the same feeling today. [nah, i don't really think this is good luck. i just read it somewhere on vox. lol] you just have to ride with me. *winks*

you see how i very much engage myself to computer-related works? i just thought i'll improve my computer knowledge when i try new things. like creating GIFs, fanvids [fan videos], fansites, edit Japanese photos, fangirling [just like my devotion to post Jap-articles on vox], and download from different download stations. these are all new to me. i just don't know with you. but for me, it IS really new stuff. and i must say, it helps me a lot. though i can't apply my learnings in school, it doesn't mean that everything i do is useless. EVERY THING HAS ITS OWN MEANING AND USE. IF ONLY A PERSON KNOWS HOW TO BRING OUT THE BEST FROM IT. blah blah. im so giving out words of wisdom today. LAUGH OUT LOUD.

and so as im talking a lot about Japanese already, let me do this babbling now. August is getting near, and so is my birthday. YAY! im turning to my sweet 16 moment. lol. but go far beyond that, Jun's birthday is coming up! HAHAHA. i care more about it than my birthday. but not really. i wanna talk bout MY DAY sometime on august. but today, Japlove first. JUN DAY would be on August 30. who wants to celebrate with me? do celebrate his birthday with me. or better, who wants to take me and accompany me, at the same time, on the last week of August to Japan! let's see Arashi's concert before going to a night out with Jun! oh c'mon, come with me. LOL. in my dreams. hahaha. i could just jump out of the window and shout "banzai! banzai!" til i get myself real crazy. haha! oh how i wish i could see him. i could almost hear myself singing: EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU, I GET A SHOT RIGHT THROUGH INTO A BOLT OF BLUE. dun dun dun. so much for this. kyaaa. since, i won't be able to see or greet him [or maybe i can. *blushes*], i would just go out myself and party all night. ill be singing him a very happy birthday song, to the tune of A.Ra.Shi if he likes. hahaha. whtvr.

enough of this. i should be talking about myslef, ooooz. anyway, this day was just as normal as the previous days. nothing new, really. so there's nothing to tittle-tattle anymore. HAHA. but you know what, im doing something productive these days. im making a Jap-inspired story. *shhh* lol. im not yet finished with it, but i think it's getting better. haha. im not sure on how to describe the storyline. you can say it's a little predictable, or not. i don't know how to comment on it. im actually on the 35th page already. and i've done half of it. i have the whole story with the ending on my mind, but im still having a hard time to put it all into text. gotta be more industrious and stop being lazy. lol. hahaha. for a short summary or peek in the story, here's the introduction. LOL. hope you find it nice, or well. it's up to you. hahaha.

There was a school where students have no discipline at all. Nothing is in order, nothing is organized. Until one student makes a difference. Everything will fall right into place if one meets a failure.

This is a story of a girl with an unforgettable past who wants to prove that she can manage by herself. But it took her a long time before she realized that she’s been involved in the life of four young boys. Until such time, she learned the true meaning of friendship. Which for her, makes school worth it.

quite short. i just hope i make it good, and end it good. if ever, i liked it, i'll put it into a sort of collection. demo. i shouldn't plan things ahead. haha. should look at the status of the story first. *sniffs* this should be interesting. LOL. and that's just about it. don't wanna talk about it right now. haha.

i guess this post is getting a little long. i should end it now, and be back later. [if there are more things to say. and i guess, moooooore stories to tell] gotta get back to vox and check if there's a new "thing". hahaha.

see you there. *kisses*

-inspired by life, dying, love, happiness, sadness and the whole gamut of the human condition. (i missed this)

naj